The diagnosed narcissistic sociopath revealed her perverted inner monologue that her she says to hurt other people because they deserve to be used and abused. The woman goes by the name Delta and explains what goes through her head when she is emotionally overwhelmed by a sense of helplessness. The portal writes about this woman.
Delta claims she has been professionally diagnosed with Narcissistic Personality Disorder (NPD) and Antisocial Personality Disorder (ASPD). “Why the hell am I the one diagnosed with NPD and ASPD and expected to change when most of society is inherently selfish, disgusting, disgusting and worthless? Everyone fends for themselves, no one else don’t care about other people” Delta said.
Traumatic life experiences, especially from childhood, are believed to play a role in the development of both NPD and ASPD. Delta explained that she suffers from the trauma of poverty, institutionalization and severe anxiety, and that these experiences exacerbated the condition, which she says she has had since childhood. She previously stated that her past experiences may have contributed to her diagnosis, claiming that she was trafficked until she was 10 years old and was allegedly raped frequently.
A narcissistic sociopath is someone who lacks remorse, is manipulative, and has a sense of entitlement. Delta explained that her triggers can include being dominated by another person, aggressive behavior from others towards her, or betrayal.
Because people like Delta lack empathy, narcissistic sociopaths commonly say things that hurt others, see people’s feelings as a sign of weakness, and don’t reciprocate the kindness other people show them. reported by the VeryWell Mind website. The main goal of a narcissistic sociopath is to gain control over others, which allows him to fulfill his fantasies of superiority and power, explained Simply Psychology.
“First of all, society made me like this, my surroundings made me like this, and I have the right to take it out on anyone I see fit. Why the hell should I respect other people? They don’t deserve my respect. In fact, they deserve to be overpowered by me. They deserve to be used and exploited by me because they’re fucking worthless,” the young woman revealed through her inner voice.
Delta despises society, other people’s intentions, and the lack of justice she has experienced in her life. “My entire life has been one of chronic mistreatment, abuse, neglect and injustice. I have never received justice for anything I have been through and I continue to receive no justice for anything I have been through.” emphasizes.
“I have a right to be sadistic after all I’ve been through and I don’t care what other people say about it. I’ve been through so much shit in my life and I deserve to do whatever it takes to feel better. I’ve suffered more than enough and I don’t deserve it, I want other people to suffer.” added Delta.
Hurting others or causing conflicts is a positive experience for her. “For most people, emotions like hate and anger seem to be something that causes them suffering, that doesn’t do them any good – these emotions do me good. I like to feel them and seek them out.” said the young woman.
In the description of the video she made of her inner monologue, Delta explained that this example of her thought stream was “highly toxic and symptomatic.” It’s not an example of what her inner monologue sounds like all the time. “It’s definitely a situational thing,” she explained in the video. Delta uses TikTok to to share her experiences as a diagnosed narcissistic sociopath and to help people protect themselves from the manipulative or abusive tactics used by those with this disorder.
